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Sunday, December 30, 2007

Hope

Hope is a curious thing, it fails you many times and yet you are constantly attracted to it. Once you have lost all hope, you become emotionally dead. Hope is something most of us, including me, live on, even though we know the [good and bad] consequences of it.

Aside from love, hope is the center of a strong relationship. Because even when the relationship is in its lowest point, there is still this shimmer of hope that both parties need to grab hold of. Even when there's 0.0001% hope left in a relationship, it is still hope nevertheless.

That's why I'm hoping everything will turn out fine.

aCKj has posted at 5:27 PM

Friday, December 21, 2007

New Job

I feel it's time for me to leave my comfort zone once again, and start searching for another job. I don't want to depend on my family too much, I want to be independant and have freedom.

Some people may say I'm stupid for letting go of this job. BUT, working for family is not as glamorous as it seems. Sure, people respect you and dare not touch you. You can go in anytime you want, and go out anytime you want. But, they'll bitch about you at the back. And, there is completely no freedom. My dad knows when I don't report to work, or when I leave office. Thus, making going out much more difficult.

I'm trying for different admin jobs. Applied for one at G2000/Wing Tai corporate office. Hope they reply.

aCKj has posted at 1:24 AM

Sunday, December 16, 2007

God

I was listening to this old (ok, maybe not that old) song by Chris Tomlin, How Great is Our God. It got me into deep thinking (yet, again. LOL). I have neglected God too much, and no I don't mean by not going to church, because I've said, I've broken off all relations to City Harvest Church as I do not agree with certain doctrines they teach, the way they handle finances and the way they treat their members. I mean my personal relationship with God.

Because I know no matter what I do, or what choices I take in life, God is still there to either rescue me from it or encourage me to go on. That is how I view God personally, not "the God" but "my God".

Because I have experienced God personally (notice how many times I used the word "personally"), I know He is real. And I don't really need people to tell me how to view God. And I know God is seeing every move I make, overseeing my life, my relationship right now and every step I take.

I love You God, and I love you dear. (=

aCKj has posted at 6:43 PM

Hello!

Hey guys! I'm back blogging.
LOL.
There isn't much changes to the blog,
cos actually there was supposed to be snow,
but yea... the dumb code couldn't work out.
So suan le...

Christmas is around the corner,
but yet I don't feel the festive mood.
Perhaps its cos I received my NS registration letter?
Or perhaps cos I'll be broke?
Haha.

But let's not dwell in the negative bah.
While I do some more changes to the blog,
I wish you guys happy shopping for presents. :D

aCKj has posted at 5:59 PM