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Saturday, February 23, 2008

Urge

I suddenly have an urge to blog, so I'll blog. Haha. It seems like blogging now is more of a recreational activity to relieve stress and boredom. Previously, blogging everyday was a neccessity for me.

These few weeks since my last entry has been quite a hectic one for me. I was posted to MI through JAE. So I went down for the first day of orientation, but I realised that school life (with uniform and strict discipline inclusive of detention) isn't for me. So I withdrew.

Cos I was not able to appeal my JAE, I wrote appeal letters to the Polys, and I sincerely hope they will review my application and take me in. I'm also applying for RP's DAE on Thursday. Well, worse come to worse, if I can't get in, I already registered for MDIS Mass Communications.

Sometimes I regret, regret not studying well 2 years ago. Regret that right now I'm starting school one year later than my friends. Regret that I can't go into the course I want even 2 years of taking O-levels. I feel useless, I feel stupid, I feel like an outcast.

But I do have to get over it, don't I? Haiz...

aCKj has posted at 11:51 PM

i'm aCKj

; seventeen going on 18.
; 28 july. leo.
; a&j ; ex-pvps [1m,2b,3d,4c,5f,6f]
; ex-jyss [1e2,2e4,3e5,4e5]
; working; not going to any poly/jc.

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